I am sitting alone while my husband sleeps.I needed him tonight but I am scared of him.He makes me feel so wrong and unimportant.I have had so much anxiety over this I can't take it any more.I am tired and full of self hate.I can't fight the anxiety and depression anymore so while he sleeps peacefully I will find my peace.I pray I am strong enough to do this.I need it so.
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