I'm a mess right now. All I want to be is normal. My mind is a mess and dark. My body feels like crap. I'm trying to smile and all I'm doing is crying. I keep getting sharp pains in my head. Chest keep getting tight. Maybe cause I haven't eaten yet. It's get weather here and all I want to do is stay in. I'm invited to go to a 80's party and I'm slowly but surely talking myself out of going. I just want to be NORMAL. I feel like GOD isn't listening. I'm on facebook and everybody keep posting RIP's and it's scaring me literally......SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME. I KNOW I MIGHT SEEN A NUSIUANCE BUT YALL ALL I HAVE RIGHT NOW CAUSE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME
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