Today wasn't rough. It wasn't even bad. It was just a bad. A long day. It wore me out. I am battling with my car dealership because my car needs some work done and it's all suppose to be under warranty and they are saying no. That really messed me up because I know that it is. I have an appointment on Monday. I know that it'll all get worked out. It just frustrated me. Then at the same time.. I am still looking for a new job. I want one. I haven't had any luck though. Again I know that will change. While all of this drags me down some today I have to think of the upside of things. Today for the first time in 4 years I got a raise at work. .50. I am very grateful for that. And then when I start getting down I think of all that I have. Sometimes it blows me away that I own my own house. Well the bank does. But I have my own place. Amazing dogs. A great family. I have so much to be thankful for. I guess that's enough pity party for tonight.
Hello everyone, I have been sexually abused for many years. Incest, to be more exact. All those years of abuse did a great deal of damage to me. I wanted to hate this person and get help immediately but they are a family member so it was difficult, I was attached to them and I wanted to trust them. I wanted to pretend that they wouldn't do something like that, I wanted to believe that I was...
Dating i still cant get someone I really cared for out of my head. He didn't feel the same way until I broke things off and said he made a mistake. My feelings are that he didn't really love me and kept me around because I was a security for him..