Today is just not a good day already. My anxiety has been giving me problems all morning and I just feel uncomfortable. Yesterday was a terrible day overall. I was in a bad mood all day and then at the end of my day I hurt my knee so today I have to wear my knee brace and tennis shoes which we aren't supposed to wear to work so i feel even more awkward at work. My boyfriend seems to be frustrated with me but every time i ask him whats wrong he just says nothing im fine. I dont want to go to this party tonight at all but I dont want to disappoint my boyfriend and have him get more frustrated with me. I apologized to him this morning because I'm already getting anxiety about tonight and he was just kinda like "you need to get it fixed" and I told him I'm trying to and that it doesnt happen overnight and he made it seem like I wasn't trying to help myself. That hurt my feelings so now I'm in a crappy mood again, my knee is killing me, my anxiety is being stupid and all I want to do is go to sleep and I have to be at work, then take my niece and nephew trick or treating and then go to that stupid party. Ugh.
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