I can't tell my hubby when i have attacks any more. I have to pertend i'm fine and nothings happen even thu i'm freacking out inside... beause when i do, he gets mad or irritated at me. I had a really bad one 2 weeks ago,i was in the ER for tummy pains, and wouldn't take the pills cuase i was sacred of having an allergic reaction to them... i was being silly... but he told me, he wished that he knew how crazy i was before we got married. I asked him, why would he have still married me... he paused..and said that he would have waited longer.
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