recently I've had 3 panic attacks this week. the first attack was brought on after smoking marijuana. then the next two were from big time worries about my health. I should also mention that I am a hypochondriac. I thought I was having a heart attack, then once in the er, I thought it was cancer, now I'm thinking hiv. so much, in fact, that I headed down to the planned parenthood today only to be told come back tomorrow. doubtful, I have anything but, I just can't shake that feeling. I feel constricted and run down. I just wanna feel better. I feel like I'm going to be stuck in this room forever. and I feel so bad for my girlfriend, she's so supportive but, i feel like I'm not giving her any of my time because I'm so focused on my fears. help someone.
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