Ok, I have been on disability for the last 3+ years. Before that I worked very seldom so it has really been awhile. Now last year at this time my wife and I worked at a club and I was able to work normally because I knew she was around and it was a fun environment. I was working 70 hours a week and had no anxiety from it at all. Well we want to move into a nicer apartment and eventually have another child. This being said I have to bring in some extra income along with my disability. It doesn't go along way. My wife works but the 2 are not enough to really get us where we want to be. So I got a job and I worked 1 day for 4 hours. It is a very small very expensive retail store. I feel completely out of my element there because I would never shop there. When I first got there the first sale my boss was finishing was for $4000 on plates and silverware. My idea of buying plates is spending $50 at Wal Mart hehe. The job is easy I think it is just me being alone and starting work for the first time. I have had high anxiety for the last day and a half since I got off work. Thing that sucks is my anxiety was doing great which is why I wanted to start work right now.
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