I am having these new episodes that I cannot really feel explain why. I have had number of times where my aunt (who I live with) has commented that my face is really red and she always asked me if I am feeling ok. Since she has made comments about it, I have been able associated it when my face gets numb. So when my face gets numb apparently it gets really red too. It happened again last night when I was on the phone with my mom, and it was getting hard to talk because my breathing was shallow, my face was numb, my heart was racing even though it didnt feel like it, my chest was caving, and I got really hot really fast.
Woke up about 45 mins ago in tears the pain is so bad mainly in my legs and feet. I was not this bad when i went to bed :( I wish mom was awake but shes asleep and since she also struggles with sleep i do not want to wake her. I took my oxy and praying it helps. I cant deal with it gets this intense!! But as you all know going to the ER for fibro is useless....... That is how severe the pain is...
I feel so sad and depressed all the time I wake up everyday and just start to cry not just tears I mean I literally brake down then hours later I’m completely okay I pray everyday asking god why I’m like this I hate feeling this way I just want to be happy