Well tomorrow morning I start my new second job!!! I am so excited and so nervous all at the same time. It is working in a drug and alcohal rehab facility. I am a nervous wreck today...they have a different computer system that I have never used...they are BRAND new and JUST opened on Monday...I am just nervous....I had 2 panic attacks today and I think it is from just worrying about how this weekend will go. I know I will love my job but I just don't want anything to go wrong....I am worried my alarm won't go off....or the car won't start...silly things like that. They I keep worryign about what if I have an anxiety attack while at work!!! I am a mess!!! I hope this gets better I am so shakey and nervous.
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