my boyfriend and i been together a few years we have had a tough time with everything we do,we havent had many laughs latley, when i met allan i said to myself im gonna spend the rest of my life with him.since then i have but he is very controlling and jeoluse person,it sometimes scares me i have depression and im not doing well these days with it. Bad toughts, he says he understands but wont give me space he thinks im up to something .Dont get me wrong he is also the sweetest man i evert met draws my baths for me cooks my meals and talk sweet allthe time but when i go to do something i feel he is angry about it like we talked about me getting help he dosent seem to please with that saying i dont need it then yezturday i wanted him gone and now he thinks im right ,i want this to work i just have a hard time talking to him plus we are both recovering alcholics please sometimes i wander if this is worth the fight it seems like i half to fight for us everyday instead of enjoying life any suggestions would help thanks
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