He knows I can't go certain places or far away, but every now and then he will say how he wishes or he could go to the beach or some other place. It hurts. He even asked me if it would be ok to go to the beach for a day with his 23 year old son. I get upset and once I told him mybe you need to find a girl who can go to these places with you. He didn't say anything back though. This is hard on me. I hate that I can't go certain places or far away.
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