I don't know if anyone can relate or has any experience with this, but I've been taking Zoloft for about 9 months now for anxiety/depression and my dosage has gone from 25 - 150 mg (from my doctor) in that time. She's convinced that Zoloft will decrease my binge eating (I also see a counselor). But if anything, in that time, my binging has increased to more than 5 times a month. I also feel like I don't care at all about anything, I just feel numb and I don't feel like myself. I've been trying to tell my parents and doctor this and we're going to a specialist but my doctor was like "well maybe that means you'll need to increase your medicine more" and I don't want to!! I hate my medicine and I wish I never started taking it. Yes, I'm calmer now, but I also am numb! I feel like everyone hates me because I'm so lazy and stupid and I've gained over 40 pounds. I'm so mad at myself and just everything.
Today, was so much better. I could feel my anxiety trying to take over but the first time I went for a walk and brought a security "object" with me. It did help. And then at lunch which is when I know I get the most anxiety, I could feel it just below the surface. So I asked my friends to tell funny stories and that helped. And then when I was by myself where my anxiety could reach me again, I...
Woke later today, but I am scared stiff yet again, going to see a friend of mine for an hour. It is an hour exactly, its like an appointment, I like seeing her though, my head hurts again this morning. But not as bad as before I'd rather stay in bed, today than get up!