I have to go the ENT tomorrow. I have been experiencing vertigo..out of the blue for like 2 years now (at least once a month). I had my first bout 10 years ago. My nurse practitioner is sending me to have dizzy tests and hearing tests done. I am so afraid it's my heart..or that I have a tumor or something really bad. I am also so afraid of the tests. They make you dizzy. I am not going for the VNG or whatever it is that makes you dizzy by putting water or air in your ear. I am going to deny that one. I have had it before and it put me in a major setback of anxiety. No one told me what to expect 10 years ago. Anyway..please think of me and prayer for me as I go through these tests. I am paralyzed with fear almost. I am working but checking every little feeling..and googling it to see what it could be. HATE THIS.
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