My husband travels often and this week I have been home with the kids trying to manage a household, demanding career and my struggles with depression and full blown anxiety. I feel like I have a severe case of seperation anxiety because whenever I am away from him I completely loose it. This week he is away for business but will be staying extra days to visit his family. I feel like I won't survive until he comes home on Monday. I don't know how to handle what I am feeling. My chest feels tight, when I try to sleep I can't and I am trying to fake my way through and act like life is great when really I feel like I am about to explode and completley loose my mind.
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