My husband travels often and this week I have been home with the kids trying to manage a household, demanding career and my struggles with depression and full blown anxiety. I feel like I have a severe case of seperation anxiety because whenever I am away from him I completely loose it. This week he is away for business but will be staying extra days to visit his family. I feel like I won't survive until he comes home on Monday. I don't know how to handle what I am feeling. My chest feels tight, when I try to sleep I can't and I am trying to fake my way through and act like life is great when really I feel like I am about to explode and completley loose my mind.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
I have my maxed amount of epidural shots of my cervical DDD....(and no one cares about my lumbar DDD)..... I've done physical therapy, muscle relaxers, Amitriptyline, Nortryptiline, desipramine.....narcotics... So I decided to go to a spine specialist and they have me on Gabapentin. Its been two weeks and it did nothing for my lumbar ever... but it did seem to help my cervical and arm/hand pain...