this morning was awful- i didnt sleep well- i took my 1 xanax last night to help fall asleep and it didnt work-2 housr later i took another...and at 3;00 i felt like a mess-i just wanted to die-i called the mayo clinic near where i am going to be in a few weeks-they were closed-i called as soon as they opened and they took my name, assigned me a # and said it could take up to 5 days before someone calls me back-i left a msg for a psyschologist i used to see and even emailed him this a.m....no word...i am a little calmer now...i havent had a good night sleeps in days...i feel like life is caving....like i a m a fish trying to swim upstream
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