ive developed A PHOBIA of going to the docs i feel like they dont really listen... i need to go tho everythime i say im goon ring up i always think i will do it in a bit. i get really anxious thinkin bout it.. i went last wk as i couldnt sleep ans was anxious. i got some pills with the worst side effects to help me sleep. i cant take them... but my anxiety as doubled in the last wk to where im that scared i feel physically sick worryin about death, more at this time of night. but if theres somethin on the telly like a soap or the news with it in it really effects me.
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