Hi everyone, I don't know if this is the right place to post. I 'm just feeling really scared right now. My boyfriend, of 2 years, has been wanting to move out to California, for voice acting jobs and stuff. He'd mentioned it a while ago, but sort of stopped talking about it. We've been busy with work, school, doing plays and stuff. He mentioned it again now, saying at some point this summer he's going to California to check stuff out. It's just bringing on a big anxiety attack for me. I know we are both young (I'm 23, he's 21) and we are learning and growing or whatever, I'm just so scared of losing him. He says he wants me to go with him, but I don't know. I do want to travel, but mostly to Europe. California never really held interest for me. I am scared to death of losing him by having him move, because we do love each other, in spite of having disagreements or arguments and whatnot. But I'm also scared of losing myself, in a way, or of never getting to travel to the places I want to go. I'm scared that any doubts about our relationship will get worse. I'm just all around freaking out. I can't stop crying, and nothing has even happened yet. I just really need somebody, please.
Thanks, you guys.
Thanks, you guys.
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