just when it was all going so well last week i had me fighting head on and i felt on to of the world - i got the dentist friady and since then i havent felt right - i feel sick i got headahe my eyes are all over the place (cant focus propperly) sicknes sbeyond belief - and i am just beginning to think why ? havent i had enough shit in one lifetime ? is it really all worth it ? i mean what do i do on this planet ? nothing really !! i dont work - im always ill i get on everyones nerves with my illness - i dont have any friends !! my family dont give a shit i mean is it really all worth it ??? personally am beginning to think i would be better off not here !! - i want to come off my tabs because i think they making me worse i have got so many appointmentsgonig on right now i dont know me arse form me elbow to be hoenst !! im scared confused and really really pissed off - im trying my best to rekax and chill but i jsut cant be bothered any moer - the docs have put a label on me i think now - i get upset and say i want to come off these tablets but because i get worke up n cry they say oh no ur depressed u cant come off them !! arrrr - i wasnt this friggin ill before i went on the dam things - i have put on weight (3 n half stone) i am sick of it now i really have had enough - and im sorry im rambling on but i really gotta get it out cause if i dont im gunna loose it big time ( i knwo it already sounds like i am)
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