My best friend called and talked about some stupid thing with her boyfriend that happened. Her boyfriend has been for the most part a sweetheart to her. This is the kind of girl that somehow all the guys want even though she's not a supermodel or anything. Then she goes on to tell me about her vacations this summer to disney world and her other 2 weeks worth of vacations. I made an excuse to get off the phone with her because I've already been so irritable. This girl has been there for me more than anyone and I hate that I feel so jealous of her. I'm sick of her complaining about how this guy wants to be with me or that guy. She pisses me off and I can't tell her because she's been a better friend than anyone else has in my entire life. But I hate myself so much right now that I just can't listen to it. She has very little to complain about and I'm probably just really sensitive today and I'm mad at myself for being jealous and I want to call her back but I'm so mad.
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