I went into the hospital a year ago on the 16th of July. It was one of 5 trips in the past 3yrs. This is a tough time of year for me. I seem to get manic and make poor decisions. I need as much support as I can get to get me over the hump. I think I am on the right meds this time, and I am keeping busy with work, but my home life is not good right now. I have sworn to myself that I will not use the hospital as a crutch anymore but I am scared to death that things are going to turn bad.
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