I finished my second week of work and I'm headed for my third. I pretty much know what is expected of me so that has a definite calming effect. This is only a 3 day a week temporary job but it's been very good for me. Once I get into my work there is no anxiety at all. It's just getting there and starting out. I was taking a xanax but was able to get by a couple of mornings without it which I feel is a victory. I'm slowly getting the anxiety thing under control. I hope it lasts.
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