I'm so tired of feeling like I have no control over myself. One minute i'm fine and the next, tears are rolling down my face. I'm okay during the day when i'm keeping busy, but as soon as night falls, everything just sets in. I try to walk around, keep my mind off of things, but things are so backed up. My heart races, my hands get sweaty and I just feel so worthless. I try to breathe through things, but it just feels like i'm choking.
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