When I am at home alone - I dont have a clue what do with myself. I could clean the house, wash the dishes and do laundry I suppose. But I cant do any of them. I pace inside the house and outside wasting time till the kids come home from school so I am not alone. I never get alone time - until now...and always wanted some time to myself. Now that I have it I am cluesless and the really last thing I want to do is to be alone.I am just starting effexor and clonazepam. Hopeing I can manage on this. I am used to go go go on the job and even at home. Now I dont have that...what am I to do?
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