For the past few months ive been having really bad thoughts that ive obsessed about first it was I felt i was really sick cause my legs felt really dumb. Got everything including a Cat scan which said everything was fine. I would find myself everyday thinking about what could possibly be wrong with me. I had a few panic attacks here and there. I havent had one in a few weeks but in those weeks I started to one day obsess about maybe having a heart attack because my chest hurt. Then one day thinking maybe i was having a brain tumor because my head hurt for a few days. The worst one and scariest is the feeling that someday ill just go insane and i think about that all the time. Its scary and i wish I knew how to get these things all off my mind and just be able to live life like i used to. Its been hard to feel anything at all lately except thinking about all these things!!
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