A while back I had created a discussion about this. I have been having irrational fears for a while now. They go one and off. I was able to get rid of them for about 2-3 months. When they're gone I feel so relaxed and at ease but when they come back I become frightened and scared again. I just want them to be gone. My biggest fear is that I will harm one of the children in the nursery or kids church in some way but I don't want to. But for some reason this irrational fear just keeps coming back and biting me in the butt. But whenever I am around these kids this fear goes away cause I realize then that I would never want to do anything to harm them in any way. But then when I get back home then after a while the fear comes back. I feel that maybe I was able to get rid of the fear for about 2-3 months cause I was sleeping real well and maybe that's all that I need is better sleep. gonna try getting good sleep but it's hard when it's so hot outside cause I sometimes wake up in the middle of the night soaked in sweat.
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