Almost made it a full work week without a night of insomnia. But here I am....4:30am. Been awake since 2:30.
Everything running around in my mind....regrets of my past, me and my husband trying to start a life together with the money we (don’t) have, wondering how much longer my parents have left on this earth (and also feeling guilty for not seeing them lately cause I’ve been working a lot).....and thinking about my break-up with my ex from years ago. Also having flash backs of me sitting on that park bench in NYC as my ex’s last words to me were, “I know I broke your heart, but get over it.” How cruel people can be in this life.
Sigh. That’s pretty much it in a nutshell. ✌
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