I should have never been let out of the hospital. The meds that I am on are not doing a damn thing. I have been on so much stuff, and nothing is touching my anxiety and depression. I can go through all the councelling in the world and I dont feel better! I wish that I would just die in my sleep! I just cant live this way anymore. None of my friends are online, and I really need to talk to someone.
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