at first I couldn't concentrate and remeber things but then i guess the more I worried about it the worse it got. In Feb everday I hyperventilated and had panic attacks i barely slept i was afraid to eat or sleep and i was always running around. I've had no fun just misery and i went from being able to plan and fucntion to being completely air headed.my vision is always blurry and i cant really think about anything important. i feel crawling in my head and face and everday I get worse. I've been trying to be calm and get sleep but I don't think I'm getting enough and i feel crazy. I lost my personality and i feel helpless. what bothers me the most is that this is constant. I'm a different person and its hard to go to sleep when I feel like a ghost. I'm losing control does anybody ever feel this way and how long does it take for you to get back to normal?
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