any tips on getting myself to be more comfortable outside alone. I struggle to go anywhere in public where I have to talk to people, I need to be with someone. Starting to feel like I cant be independent anymore at all in public spaces. Quit my job, only 17 so not a huge deal, but it was to me. Worked hard for the job had to get a ton of certifications and had to do a LOT of anxiety filled activites. But I quit, like I do everything. I couldnt handel being in a breakroom with other people or being on a shift with others. I want to be soemthing some day if I even ever get that far without ending it first. But I cant even get a job, not sure how im going to live on my own or be someone someday. I hate people, really just hate talking to them but yet I have to be with someone to feel more comfortable in public spaces. Like Target, went alone once and then continued to have a panic attack in my car. Good god I cant have a life on my own and im worried, please give any advice really taking anything at this point.
I have been married for 11 years and have one child, we have been together since middle school and were each others first everything, first boyfriend/girlfriend, kiss, sex, everything, i thought what we had was soo special because we had something most everyone else didnt.... soo fast forward to 2018 and i could tell something was off, hardly any sex or intimacy and when we did it, it was like...
So I am training on a different floor T work. The girl who is supposed to be training me isn't. She doesn't explain anything and walks around like I'm not even here. I am so mad! I am supposed to train with her again next. Week but I'd rather just be by myself. Should I ask my boss not to put me with this girl again or say so thing to the nurse? I don't know what to do.