I HAVE BEEN VERY SICK AND NOW ALSO SUFFER FROM VERY BAD ANXIETY, I HAVE BEEN HAVING PANIC ATTACKS TO THE POINT WHERE I HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE IT FEELS LIKE IAM DYING. MY BOYFRIEND OF 2 YRS. LEFT ME TUES. NIGHT CAUSE HE CANT DEAL WITH MY MOODINESS. I FEEL SO ALONE, AND FEEL LIKE THE ROOM IS CLOSING IN ON ME. I CANT STAND THIS FEELING OF BEING SO ALONE AND LIKE IAM GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK. HE DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH AND WHY I HAVE BEEN CRANKY.OH WELL THANKS FOR LISTENING
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