i saw a video tonight about this guy with a condition and how he won’t let it define him and he wants to fight back and how it’s his responsibility to etc etc and tbh it made me disgusted. That sounds awful but...i can’t help but feel like he’s forcing his mentality onto others... I have a genetic condition I could prevent from getting worse if I worked at it but I don’t. I don’t see how it’s my “responsibility” to prevent it from worsening. I feel the same way about mental health conditions like anxiety and depression. Why is it my job to take care of myself? I actually feel disgusted at the thought. Is there something wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? I feel a bit distressed that I am such a negative person. People would probably think I’m pathetic or something.
I have a therapy appointment tomorrow, but I forgot to confirm it. I only remember confirming one, but I’m really worried. “All you can do is call in the morning and find out.” I keep repeating to myself, but I’m still going to fret all night.
So my ex quit his job and I just contacted him to say hey u need to let the child support office know where ur working and what about the kids insurance and of course that threw him in a rage cause he didnt want or plan on paying anymore, then he proceeds for 3 days to send me messages and bible quotes and let me know he knows everything going on in my life. So I figure it has to be my friend who...