i saw a video tonight about this guy with a condition and how he won’t let it define him and he wants to fight back and how it’s his responsibility to etc etc and tbh it made me disgusted. That sounds awful but...i can’t help but feel like he’s forcing his mentality onto others... I have a genetic condition I could prevent from getting worse if I worked at it but I don’t. I don’t see how it’s my “responsibility” to prevent it from worsening. I feel the same way about mental health conditions like anxiety and depression. Why is it my job to take care of myself? I actually feel disgusted at the thought. Is there something wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? I feel a bit distressed that I am such a negative person. People would probably think I’m pathetic or something.
I know it was touched on briefly before but what is it abot that time of year makes us off. For me I seem to loose jobs that time of year and the holidays have lost their meanings.
I am new here, but I am a member of another group on this site......'parents whose children have been sexually abused'.......I came here because I know I am ill with PTSD, I have known for a long time, I am very ill, with intrusive memories on a daily and frequent basis that have been going on for years.....I don't want to get out of bed, I can't wait to go back to sleep......and the anger can be...