im very scared of going to the doctors coz im scared,im full of wot ifs!wot if they think im mad?wot if they think i cant cope?wot if they take the kids of me?i just dont no wot to do i want to get help 4 me my kids an bf but then i fink bout things to much an have a panick attack i feel nasty just writing this please help me let me no wot its like going to the docs an how u felt b4 an afterwards please xx
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