My boyfriend and I have both been very stressed about money, me working 2nd shift, bills, US, he wants me gone now, I have NO money, NOWHERE to go, NO car, license....I LOVE HIM!!!! We've been fighting off and on again and he thinks there is 'someone else' on my end, NOT TRUE, and I don't want to be this way!!! He doesn't either, but he won't believe anything I say. He's been burned before, as I, but we haven't been able to communicate lately. I worry about him SOOO much!!! I don't know where to turn, where to go, who to talk to. I've threatened suicide several times, I KNOW it's wrong, but I feel then no one would have to worry about me and my problems will be over, except for the grief of my family. I sometimes even wonder if they would care.....
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