In a world filled with people, I have no one, I feel so extremely alone and I feel I am no one at all. Nothing but this voice left in my head, telling me how horrible I am, how much I dont belong anymore, a few rooms away are my children, even the sound of them together doesnt stop this voice inside me anymore, im worthless, im so alone, I cant take anymore and Im really scared, I feel childlike, hard to explain. Nikki.
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