I was a cutter 15 years ago, and now it has returned ovet the past 4 to 6 months badly. I realize I need help due to a bad chilhood and being molested by my grandfather, (who is diying of canser now). I started cutting from middle school to years after high school. I saw a phicoligist during high school, and maybe a few years after I got married. My husband chris and I have been married scince march of 1998. We have 2 butiful girl, one 7 in the first grade, the other 5 who will be starting kindagarden next year, but anyhow the cutting started back about 4-6 months ago, my husband and best friend have stood by my side all along, I have went as far as trying some drugs to cover the depression, so about two weeks ago I started realizing I needed to get out side help, but that is something very hard for me to do. I can not bring myself to opening up to a stranger, but now I am about 9 days away, because I had to book the appontment almost a month in advance. Now I am afraid if I keep this appontment how much, and when, can a psyciatrist bring in a outside party. Is there a chance if I go to this appontment I could lose my girls I need help. Should I keep this appontment or not?
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