i've posted on this site before, but never really introduced myself. i have been experiencing anxiety for the past year, and some days its just horrible. the main problem i have is that i never belive it is anxiety...i always think its some major health concern. i have had numerous tests done that always come out normal. i have been too scared to try meds, and have been to therapy, only to find out it is very expensive and didnt really solve anything. currently i am going through feelings of nausea everyday that are really bad, making me dizzy and weak and unable to let me continue with my day. i am really scared of how this is affecting everything around me. although my family is supportive, i can see their frustration continuing to rise, they think its me doing this to myself, meanwhile i cant control it. my husband gets angry that i complain, but at times i get so scared i dont know what to do. i dont have much of a social life anymore cause i am terrified of something happening to me (i dont know what that something is). i also feel like i cant breathe sometimes, causing me to have panic attacks. overall, this is making me feel very depressed. i want to get on with my life, have friends, go out and excel in school. but i feel like i can't do anything of that because of this. i am only 24 and i get sad thinking that this is it. i dont know what to do. the advice i have been given is "be strong" "go on with your day" but how? i am terrified, i can't breathe and i feel like i am going to faint. how is it possible to go on with our day?
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