Been having a lot of anxiety lately, explosive behavior usually follows...I've lost 3 jobs in the last 4.5 years due to the same exact reason. Explosive behavior. Finally built up the courage to accept that my problems are no longer within my grasp and went to see my PCP who refered me to a Physcologist, who sat me down and had me answer a few questions. 5 minutes later she tells me that I don't need medication and that I should seek a support group/substance abuse group. It was exactly what I predicted would happen, nothing at all. I have a family with a long history of mental illness, been to the Military, then Jail and am walking around like a time bomb waiting to explode again and she says to go to some group. This is why I don't bother to talk like a civil person should...no one listens or cares. When I hurt someone real bad, then they will listen. Anyone have any idea what I can do here?
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