I'm ALWAYS worrying, about school, home life, and a lot of time about the future. And a lot of that is irrational (robots are going to take over everyone's jobs, there will be a nuclear war that destroys the planet, I'll be jobless and starving, I'll be old, sick and alone, etc) I've been like this ever since I was a kid. I plan things out all the time to, I'll go through scenarios of what my life will be like based on certain decisions over and over again. I also get jealous super easily, I guess I have a low self-esteem so, I'm always nervous people will leave me. And, one final thing, I tend to get obsessed with things easily, it'll be basically ALL i think about for months... not sure if all of this falls under anxiety...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??