Okay I am at my wits end and can't eat and drink.I am scared of everything and the list gets longer every day.I try to go to sleep and as I am dozing I have a panic attack.If I wake up I have a panic attack.I am jittery all day and am scared of everything.Scared not to eat.Scared to eat.Scared not to sleep.Scared to sleep.Today I refused to get out of the car because I was scared of the wind.I think I am starting to hallucinate.While I still have some of my mind left I would like to ask if you were going to the hospital to beg them to help you and you were scared to death of any medication what medication would you ask to be on to work quickly and be the easiest to take and the fasted to leave your system with the best results? I think I have had or am in the middle of having a nervous breakdown.I am just going to go beg for help.
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