i posted on here yesterday i keep thinking all the time that i am goin mad or got schizophrinia or something. i also just keep gettin awful thoughts like running away and leaving my family coz they dont need me here wen im like this. i think that i should leave my husband coz he should be with someone who is normal. the most awful thought that i have had is what if i ever hurt my children and its makeing me cry just now wrighting it i cry wen i think it that isnt right surely i really must be goin mad and should get away shouldnt i
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