hi guys i need a bit of support today,ok im 22 weeks pregnant with my third son, and my anxiety levels are through the roof my head is spinning my mind is racing with stupid thoughts ok this is so hard for me to say but im so scared that i wont love my baby !! i love my sons so much they are my life but im so scared i will not feel the same about this one then thinking this makes me feel so guilty and like a bad mum then that puts more thoughts in my head that i am finally losing the plot and what if the panic and anxiety finally get the better of me and i do something stupid or lose it big time and hurt myself or my boys!! god even writing that scares me so much because i love my boys so much that even thinking that sends my anxiety sky high ! oh god i just wish i could think normal things it seems like my mind or the anxiety finds the thing im scared of most and goes over and over it and even though i know i would never hurt my children id rather die myself it is one of my biggest fears of all so help me guys am i losing it ??
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