I am 39 weeks pregnant with my second child who I will have by c-section on 12/13. I am excited to have the baby but am having very bad anxiety about going to the hospital to have the c-section. I fear that i may not live through the c-section to see my 4 year old again. I am afraid of the pain. Can any one help me out with some pointers if you have been here before. Every day feels a little darker as I move closer to the 13th. My first c-section was an emergency and I freaked out even then. I can't seem to calm down and crying and prayers don't help. please help me out someone.
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