well i most defo have this, can ne one relate? theres not a day goes by i dont ask my bf if im gna die? like he knows. i darent take ne medication, i got diagnosed with ibs so doc gave me peppermint capsuls, i havent touched them cos i darent, i read the instructions and it said rare side effects slow heart rate, RARE god. i am fed up of thinking im gna die, some days im ok, then others i just think how can ppl walk round and not be botherd by the fact that they could die at ne moment? its really stupid, i had cbt therapy couple of yrs ago and im thinking of having it again! i darent drink alcahol, i went out a couple of weeks ago and went and checked my pals heartrates! MAD or what i really do need to get my self sorted.
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