Im at my wits end i havent slept, eaten well in the past week im up and down every 5mins cant sit still for 5 seconds!! this is the worse my anxiety has been in long time and xanax isnt helping at all!!! my friend said i should be on a antianxiety med? but im tired of feeling like a tester for new meds, other friend said try paxil other said dont. i just hate trying new meds and waiting for them to get in my system to start working cause during that time period i feel like a zombie and dont want to get out of bed or do anything at all. and now i have thoughts of doing something bad like just ending it all cause im tired of feeling like this and it will never get better? PLEASE i just want to be normal :(
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