My divorce was final on Wednesday and I got my name back. However, now I feel more anxious and depressed because I feel as if I don't know who I am anymore or what direction to go in. I am on short term disability from work because I had a breakdown. I pray everyday for strength and try to think as positively as I can. I have a great support system. I am staying with my Dad now,have stayed with my aunt because of my anxiety and fear. I have read several books about anxiety and was just switched to Lamictal, a mood elevator because Paxil was making me Hypomanic. I know I just have to be patient but it is hard.
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