I have to write two 6 page papers by the end of the day today. I only have one less than half done. I have been trying to concentrate all day, but whenever I start thinking about working, I freak out inside and distract myself with something else. Time is slowly slipping by and I'm not under control of myself. I need to get to work or I'm going to FAIL. I'm miserable right now. Someone please help. I don't know what to do. I want to jump in front of a bus I feel so worthless- I'll never get this stuff done.
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