It happens to me once in a while, but leaving the house or even seeing anyone during the day sends me into complete shutdown mode where I want to hide away from everyone. During the night I feel most comfortable and b/c of my trouble sleeping I tend to and would rather be up at night and sleep at day. I'm not a lazy person but these worries can rule my life. I would rather be shut out than to have to deal with life.
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