I havent posted for a while i have been having really bad issues - depressed beyond belief just crying for nor reason its awful - i have had like 3 urine infections in two months i have had a head cold wher ei was going dizzy and things and now my ex is playing up over contact and maintenance for his child - i can handle all that kinda thing though wat i cant handle is the illnes i feel - i have ibs and i get alot of stomach issues currently i have a severe pain in my pelvis tot he left it comes n goes and is really sharp and maybe linked to the water infection i have i dont know but im just sick of everything its just one thing after another - last sunday i pulled my back taking the rubbish out and ended up having the paramedics out to the house cause i couldnt move now water infection ( which i get loads of) and i just really eally had enough - i want to go back to work but there is no way in the world they are going to emply me and if they do they will sack me in a week due to being so ill all the time - i dont feel like my life is ever going to get any better and am really starting to question my existance now ( and no this isnt a bid for sympathy i just cant take it no more so i have to let it out) im sorry ive rabbited on i guess im just looking for a life line somewhere :O(
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