Really have mixed feelings about it bcuz it's at a bar and I don't drink nemore. It's the type of enviornment geenerally conducive 2 drama, lotsa noise, lotsa ppl, men hitting on me...y can't I ever feel comfortable in situations most of my peers would consider entertaining? My friend's(?) band is playing, and 1 of my best friends is goin with me, it's times like this I'm gr8ful 2b a smoker & have that escape. Ne1 have ne construtive suggestions 2 cope? Is isolation & avoidance all that really wrks?
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