I am really frustrated. I have been doing "okay" dealing with everything, but the anxiety is really kicking my a** and I am just tired. Physically, emotionally, and mentally, exhausted beyond belief... P-doc doesn't want to change any meds right now, therapist isn't helping much, I can't find a job, daily life is a little too much to take right now... I am scared... To top it off I fell today! I don't know how or why, but I fell! In the mud, I was covered from mud have scratches all over and twisted my ankle... I just needed to vent. I feel like something's wrong with me.. I am just so, so tired :(
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